Fear nothing

I'm no longer afraid to express my insecurity about certain aspects of me, but some can never understand and will never feel where I stand.  It's a uphill battle and I'm happy to say that loving my flaws has made me more sexy than ever and my husband agrees. Lol be honest with yourself and maybe everyone around you will be honest with you also:)

Real me

So I have been working really hard to lose weight and in the last four months, I've lost like 25lbs actually I've lost 30 and I still need to lost damn near 40 more just to feel comfortable in my own skin.  I don't peg myself as being a shallow human  being but I do acknowledge the power a woman holds when her body is on point and I miss possessing that power.  A cute face takes you so far, your body takes you there. It's a fucked up way of thinking but it's just how America has brainwashed the women. I just want to go into any store and see a outfit or item I love and buy it with NO hesitation because I know it will fit.  I miss that luxury. I'm closer to what I want to achieve and I'm proud to say that my ethusiasm is way different than before and I have this drive or fire under my ass that I cannot explain. I just know that by October 31st, I will possess my old body and be physically, the real me.

Ahhh! Can I Breathe...

So,

This is my first official blog and I've been meaning to do this for some time now. I mean, I've always been a writer but due to unforeseen circumstances, I lost my drive and passion towards the "hobby". Hmm.. maybe  that is why I have the issues I have due to improper release of emotions and perspectives.

I am the go to person for friends, family and strangers when having problems, and sometimes I need an outlet to express my aggravation with what aggravated these folks. (Laughs out loud) I'm just saying, everyone needs a escape, for some that outlet is alcohol, weed, or sex, mines is writing and telling the truth while doing it.

Hope you Enjoy,

  Honestly Saso <3