So I have been working really hard to lose weight and in the last four months, I've lost like 25lbs actually I've lost 30 and I still need to lost damn near 40 more just to feel comfortable in my own skin. I don't peg myself as being a shallow human being but I do acknowledge the power a woman holds when her body is on point and I miss possessing that power. A cute face takes you so far, your body takes you there. It's a fucked up way of thinking but it's just how America has brainwashed the women. I just want to go into any store and see a outfit or item I love and buy it with NO hesitation because I know it will fit. I miss that luxury. I'm closer to what I want to achieve and I'm proud to say that my ethusiasm is way different than before and I have this drive or fire under my ass that I cannot explain. I just know that by October 31st, I will possess my old body and be physically, the real me.
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